meh playin piano XD

fur elisa


right here waiting


unfaithful

the special one

I want to be the girl he is scared to lose, the one he cannot walk away from knowing i am mad at him, the one whom he cannot fall asleep without my voice being the last one he hears, the one who would not know what to do without me and simply the girl he has repeatedly said to himself and to other people that i am the one.

can love really last for a lifetime?

Question: "can love really last for a lifetime?"

Answer: Scientists found out that romantic love involves chemical changes in the brain that last twelve to eighteen months. after that, you and your partner are on your own. love can absolutely last for a lifetime as desired to be maintained. meaning, it is both your choice.

Bottom line: "It will last, if you know how to commit."

letting go ❤

Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.

❤ hard

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted.Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. =)

appreciate ♥

A woman can be with any man in the world she wants to be with, but yet, she chooses you. Please don't take her for granted.

Perfect Couples♥

Perfect Couples = you and someone who appreciates you, someone who loves you, someone who gives their all to you and makes time for you.

♥ Allah

beautiful ♥

Goodbye without reasons is the most painful one. Love without reasons is the most beautiful one

alhamdulillah♥

just say Alhamdulillah :)

lazy texter♥

I’m a lazy texter. I always read the messages and then I set my phone down and forget about it. If I text you 24/7, you must be pretty freaking special.

Allah doesn’t have a blackberry or an iPhone, but he’s my favorite contact. He doesn’t have facebook, but he is my best friend. he doesn’t have twitter, but i follow him & he doesn’t have internet, but i am connected to Him… sometimes the signal is weak from my part but i will never change my network provider.

♥

I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words, act like they’re nothing, then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her than everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl who prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl who gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret.

Sweet!

Is that what you dream about? Being a monster? (Edward)
Mostly I dream about being with you forever. (Bella)
I will stay with you — isn’t that enough? (Edward)
I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn’t that enough? (Bella)
Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever. (Edward)
I love you. I will always love you, no matter what happens now. (Bella)

appreciate :)

Appreciate those;

Who have hurt you, because they strengthen your heart

Appreciate those;

Who deceive you, because they improve your wisdom

Appreciate those;

Who slander against you, because they improve your personality

Appreciate those;

Who whip you because they arouse your will to fight

Appreciate those;

Who abandon you, because they teach you independent

Appreciate those;

Who make you stumble, because they strengthen your legs

Appreciate those;

Who denounce you, because they remind you of your shortcomnings

Appreciate those;

Who give you strength

huhu

To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. :')

-unknown author-

Girls like to hear guys call them beautiful instead of hot or cute. It's way more mature. We love it when you compliment us on everything. We also love it when you say things like 'I am the luckiest guy in the world to have you' 'I don't know why other guys don't date you. You're awesome.' and things like that. Be creative but not to pushy .wink wink **

OMG!

OMG! am I suffering Insomnia?

Insomnia, which is Latin for "no sleep," is the inability to fall asleep or remain asleep. Okay, honestly, I struggle for hours to get to sleep. no matter how tired I am. haihh. What's wrong with me? err..I woke up in the middle of the night and lie awake for hours, anxiously watching the clock. Some people say that Insomnia is a very common sleep problem. However, Insomnia takes a toll on energy, mood, and ability to function during the day. :( And also. chronic insomnia can even contribute to health problems such as heart disease, high blood pressure, and diabetes. WHOAA! so scary meh!

well, I guess I should changes to my lifestyle and daily habits can put a stop to sleepless nights. BUT still, I always try to identify all possible causes of my insomnia. hurm..Am I under a lot of stress? Uhm, perhaps. Am I depressed? Do I feel emotionally flat or hopeless? Uhm, maybe. Do I struggle with chronic feelings of anxiety or worry? OH YEAH! ofcourse! (worried about: our incoming PA results on the end of this April..wuhuu Wish me luck okay? xoxo! )

related to some articles that i've read, insomnia is usually tied to an underlying mental or physical issue. Such as:

 Psychological problems that can cause insomnia: depression, anxiety, chronic stress, bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder.

 Medications that can cause insomnia: antidepressants; cold and flu medications that contain alcohol; pain relievers that contain caffeine (Midol, Excedrin); diuretics, corticosteroids, thyroid hormone, high blood pressure medications.

 Medical problems that can cause insomnia: asthma( yes I got asthma), allergies, Parkinson’s disease(haha, not me), hyperthyroidism, acid reflux, kidney disease, cancer, or chronic pain.

Sleep disorders that can cause insomnia: sleep apnea, narcolepsy, restless legs syndrome.

or maybe such habits that makes isomnia worse such as drinking a lot of caffeine, drinking before bed, taking naps during the day(sorry, not me) ,or an irregular sleep schedule, or maybe facebooking or blogging for hours?? hahaha!

however, i will try my best by Adopting new habits to help me sleep better. =)

How I describe "L.O.V.E"?

what is meant by "L.o.V.E"?

For me, True sweet L.o.V.E does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. If I am pressed to say why I L.o.V.E him, I feel it can only be explained by replying:

“Because it was he; because it was me”.

For L.o.V.E is heaven, and heaven is L.o.V.E. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't L.o.V.E you. If I didn't L.o.V.E you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will (:

GirLs

are like apples on

the trees.The best ones

are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach

for the good ones because

they are afraid of falling and

getting hurt.Instead they just

get the rotten apples from the

ground that aren't as good,

but easy. So the apples at

the top think something is

wrong with them, when in

reality, they're amazing.

They just have to wait

for the right boy to

come along, the

one who's brave

enough to

climb all

the way

to the top

of the tree.